Its another one of them nights when I cant switch my mind off, also there's a big thing on my mind. It was brought up in conversation that I left my son while I was at the pub. How much of a kick in the stomach is that and for some reason I remember the exact night it was meant to have happened. I moved our car from a nearby carpark to the front of the unit and in that time our flatmates had come home and seen my son asleep on my bed alone with the tv going. The next morning our flatmate came into the room and told us to never leave him home by himself again. I was shocked at the thought that he thought that and now at the fact it has been out out there for the world to know. I feel guilty because maybe I was wrong to move the car? I dont know but its playing on my mind and Im angry that it was taken out of context and that its being discussed. Especially since my son isnt here with me and especially since no one has the right to discuss him if they dont know my son or me.
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