Ive come across some truly inspiring mummy's over the past months and its unfortunate that we all have one common factor we share. Our losses have in some way crossed each others paths and collectively some truly heart warming work is taking place. We have each taken an aspect of our being and brought it forward to share with each other. Although I am yet to reveal mine, if reveal is the right word. I think more so get it out there. Once Ive worked out the advanced options of having a blog as in how to display what I have. My charity for Vikki-Ann is still in its production stages as are a few other projects.
The christening we attended on the weekend was excellent. Just what I needed to put myself back out in the world again. Ive shut myself off for so long, I'm sure people had wondered if I had gone to the moon and forgot to come back.
I had two biopsy's performed on Friday (My OH's 30th birthday day) It was the scariest thing Ive ever had to go through and unfortunately I went through it alone and with Vikki-Ann's twin sister Alyssa-Rose. OH had other priorities which didn't include my feelings or what I had been through and I felt truly alone and wanted to go home to New Zealand. I wanted my Dad, or anyone for that matter who would just allow me to be in their presence.
The christening we attended on the weekend was excellent. Just what I needed to put myself back out in the world again. Ive shut myself off for so long, I'm sure people had wondered if I had gone to the moon and forgot to come back.
I had two biopsy's performed on Friday (My OH's 30th birthday day) It was the scariest thing Ive ever had to go through and unfortunately I went through it alone and with Vikki-Ann's twin sister Alyssa-Rose. OH had other priorities which didn't include my feelings or what I had been through and I felt truly alone and wanted to go home to New Zealand. I wanted my Dad, or anyone for that matter who would just allow me to be in their presence.
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